Standing alone,
thinking of his father while witnessing the bond between Lord British and the
Companions, a bond that had borne them through the worst of Britannia's ages,
despair and isolation swilled nauseatingly within Blackthorn's stomach,
morosely settling with the overabundance of wine. He managed not to stumble
when he walked to the exit of the tent, but exhausted from Shaana's insistence
that he accompany her in dance after dance, he was forced to pause. He allowed
time for a deep breath, then stepped outside . . . into a cavernous dome of
shattered marble.
Blackthorn's
breath halted along with the din of the celebration. His steps ceased as well,
not on the grass of Britain's green, but on the ruins of an ancient floor,
tiles of black and white uprooted in crevices that stemmed like a starburst
from a crater in the chamber's center. Columns leaned broken from the circular
wall, and between the columns hung tapestries, flayed and burnt like dead skin.
Shadows swarmed
in this place, the children of three glowing jewels, or what seemed like
jewels, each the size and shape of a dagger's blade, and serrated as well. They
floated above the depression in the center of chamber, a pit darker than night,
and within each translucent surface, a spectral face did glimmer and wave, as if
heated from the bowels of an unseen furnace. He recognized those faces, yet
could not place them, for his mind seemed to have spun a hole in itself, a
place he could not touch, a place swirling deeper and deeper with the
hostility, panic, and prevarications that he had thought conquered long ago.
And from within that abyss arose the sounds of screaming—or perhaps of
laughter. . . . He could not be certain. He knew only that the horrible chorus
originated from those faces, that of a man, a woman, and . . . and of something
neither machine nor man.
Other voices
joined them, laughing at him, shrieking at him: Those of his father, Dryden,
Nyomae, the Great Council, Lord British . . .
No!
He fought the
screams, the laughs, whatever they were, tried to thrust them out of his way.
When he realized he could not, that they were far too powerful, he tried to run
from them, run as he had when he was a boy, often hand in hand with Shaana,
through the trees outside of Yew. Still the
voices, the laughter, continued to pursue him through the deep forest he knew
to be his mind. A final voice joined the pursuit, a piercing cackle, a hollow
wail, and with horror, he recognized it as his own. 'Twas hopeless, he then
realized, but the part of him that was the boy . . .
Run! he called out. Run!
The voices
abruptly ceased.
He opened his
eyes, which he had not realized had been closed. The jewels no longer glowed,
were no longer there at all; in their place, an ornate frame of gold surrounded
the slick surface of glass. From within the glass, another room stretched forth,
a simple room with desk and chair, a chest of drawers, and a bed upon which a
figure robed in black was hunched, weeping into its hands, the crown of
Britannia upon its brow. Ages passed before the figure seemed to sense
Blackthorn. It ceased weeping, giggled, wiped the tears from its eyes, and
looked up at him. Only then did Blackthorn realize that it was a mirror in
which he stared, for the reflection that wore that insane grin was his own.
The arm that
slipped around his waist and guided him back to Britannia belonged to Shaana.
"Too much to drink, my Lord?" she asked, amused. "Or dost thou often leave thy
own celebrations to stare off into the night?" She touched his brow, and
gasped. "Thou art as cold as ice."
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